Eating too much...

These days I've got used to having much portion for each meal. That is not healty, first of all. Besides it, it makes me feel sleepy after eating a lot. This is because big amount of blood will be conveyed and concentrated on the stomach from all of the body, and the amount of blood inside brain decreases. As a result of it, you feel sleepy after having each meal. I know the mechanism, but I can not stop eating. I finally realized it's really useless. From tomorrow, I will correct my bad eating habit.

maintaining

Everything is changing. There is nothing which does not change. Of course, relationship should be included in that category. For me, building new relationship is so exciting. When you meet new people, you have to think how to behave, you have to be creative, therefore you have to use full of your energy. It makes me feel excited and satisfied. But maintaining relationship seems much tougher for me. Giving a call, texting every day, and giving a comment on facebook, mixi, or twitter. When I do it often, I feel tired and fed up with it. But I need good and close friend to keep in touch with. That contradiction frustrates me.

Think the risk of not taking the risk

It sounds weird but it includes some truth. When you make a decision, you may think benefit you will take from options based on your expectation or some calculations. And maybe you get scared to chose the one with some risk, especially which seems high. But when you think that kind of conditions, you never think about benefits or possibilities if you take that risky option. For a human being, its quite hard to choose risky option when you can see that risk obviously, and to see benefits or possibilities which might lead to a big success. So not taking the risk might be risky.

Hard to keep diary everyday...

I had dicided to keep diary everyday for practicing my English. But I found myself so lazy that I was not able to do it regularly. So I guess I need somethig to motivate myself like someone's comment on my diary. I am afraid nobody reads this blog, therefore I would never have any coment on my blog. Then what should I do for it? to keep myself motivated? Hope someone read it and give some comments on it, hopefully correct it! It maybe a little bit too much wish I make. The most important thing is to keep doing. And that is the hardest part.

Value of Guys for Women

In a decade ago, women emphasized income, higher education and being tall when they chose their partner. According to the article posted today, nowadays women wants a partner to share the same concepts of value, share the same money sense, and work in a stable form. What does mean that result? What has been happening in women's mind? Maybe a decade ago, women do not have many opportunities to get a job, while today they earn money by themselves and make their lives. So they became dependent and they do not seek money itself. They see building good relationship as an important thing to live from a long term vision.

First Diary in English

I don't know how it will go. But keep trying is the only way to improve anything. Today, I finally started to keep diary in English. For a moment, it seems terrible and you can't read or understand my sentences, but be patient my blog readers!(I guess nobody reads it...) Anyway, I will keep diary as much as I can and if I have time to write whatever I think in my mind.

Today, I came my lab around 8:30. I opened mail software and many mails suddenly showed up! more than I expected. Some are not important or just notices, the others are pretty serious and made me work on them soon. I do not like the time pressure. I guess nobody likes it. You may be stressed out, or you can not get rid of it from your brain. But life is always like that. So you have to get used to it. Not only negative side, but also positive side is there, I guess. What is that? You focus on a task intensively when you are under time pressure. It sharpen your concentration and extend your ability, maybe. So see the good side.