maintaining

Everything is changing. There is nothing which does not change. Of course, relationship should be included in that category. For me, building new relationship is so exciting. When you meet new people, you have to think how to behave, you have to be creative, therefore you have to use full of your energy. It makes me feel excited and satisfied. But maintaining relationship seems much tougher for me. Giving a call, texting every day, and giving a comment on facebook, mixi, or twitter. When I do it often, I feel tired and fed up with it. But I need good and close friend to keep in touch with. That contradiction frustrates me.

Think the risk of not taking the risk

It sounds weird but it includes some truth. When you make a decision, you may think benefit you will take from options based on your expectation or some calculations. And maybe you get scared to chose the one with some risk, especially which seems high. But when you think that kind of conditions, you never think about benefits or possibilities if you take that risky option. For a human being, its quite hard to choose risky option when you can see that risk obviously, and to see benefits or possibilities which might lead to a big success. So not taking the risk might be risky.